I came across photos that tells a thousand stories behind while browsing facebook..
and tonight i thought of you

There use to be so much love in it..
yet so much hatred..
sorry is the word..
for having to make the choice..
and right now.. i love another man..
time to put those photos behind..
phuket was a magic.. a place we left our prints together..
and that was all i wish to remember..

right now..
i no longer live under your protection..
Strangers again is our destiny..

im not sure hu he wants to wack! LOL

My most love photo! its the 1st photo together other then the lost polaroid

So much to update~ where should i start from..

09/o9/2011 is the official day we got together..
after a month of dating and the get to know each other better..
he decided to ask me that magic question..
we were on the phone.. and he asked me over the phone..
i couldn't describe how happy i was...
i was waiting all along to get my 100% single status off..
i also couldn't remember when was the last time someone asked me to be their girlfriend..
it's always the *snap fingers* and we are together kind..
but at least it wasn't the same for us...

He often like to ask me.. why i like him? why i so sway choose him..

he was damn dao on my first day of work..
then the ice started to break..
his first question to me was " ehh..heard your bf army one ah"
then we started to talk..
on a sundays working together, we will stand on the staircase and started to talk about our r/s..
when we have the time.. or talk rubbish!
I always like to suan him and laugh it offf at those lame jokes.
and for some reason.. i always complain and share my r/s problem when he comes to work..
take walks to sheng siong and talk about it..

im happy when im with him..like always..
even before things started..
I felt close when he sit close to me..
i felt the warmth when he first held my hand
my heart beats and i have butterfly in my stomach when i knew he will be working
and whenever i miss him..
i'll walk up and down the front stairs..
cos thats the only place i can find his photos there..
sounds so silly.. but thats the way it is.

im always the one talkin n talking..
but in this case.. he loves to talk too.
talking everynight before bed..and he will only stop when he hits his "quota"
and me being the talkative one..slowly learn how to listen..
and i quite enjoyed it..

im tired.. but i miss you..
it sucks to get use to having you sleeping beside..

For the first time in 2 months im having my 2 days off in consecutive..
better then nothing la! although today was wasted to buy the prizes for chalet..
but if not for that i dont even think i will have the ph to claim!

anyways!! i did quite abit of things today..so at least my time wasnt wasted!
woke up at 11... went to the bank to encash my cheque! but how i know only can
encash at OCBC! so i wasted half hour queuing. =S

then i head to granny's place to spend an hour with them!
after which i head to OCBC bank at city link to get everything done..
finally after all the hassel i manage to transfer the money over to my boy..
and then into my own account.

yvonne came after which! hahahaa.. instead of buying things we were happily eating
at thai express.. and bought some clothes at outfitters.. so cheap! 2 for $35.
went mark spencer to get more food FOR OURSELVES! then we headed to carrefour to
get our actual thing done! LOL..

head to zsofi! went to barkode for a drink and then i meet back anson at PS.
and yeaps! its 2 day one night of camping at sembawang! LOL..

played a whole night of dragon nest! feeling sleepy now!
eat whole night somemore.. LOL..fat dao!
i guess this will be the only time before he start work that
i will get to spend a whole day of tmr with him without having to wake up and go work.!
planning to buy paint and pack his room! PURPLE>.LOL..

ok! im tired! and i feel even sleepier listening to songs! LOl..
good night! finally back to the comfy bed! with him beside me.. =)
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD

I haven been really spending time with my grandparents..
And during my off day today.. I decided to head down to their place for lunch..
So much emotions while i left their place..
They gave me a feeling when i left their place..
As if they were asking when is the next time they will see me again..

As usual.. She knew I was coming and she cook a hell lotsa food..
My favourite steam fish.. Some can vege.. Salted egg..
Fried egg and they all goes well w porridage.
Ive enjoyed updating about my life to them over the lunch table..
Watching them laugh n smile over the conversation..
So heart warming...

I promise I'll spend more time with them..

Love them ttm.!

Waiting for bus now at the bus stop.!
Super reluctant to wake up for work todAy..
Even Yvonny also called me to whine about it..

Anson Chua called me last night.!
He told me he going to sleep already..
And so he fell asleep.. Suddenly my phone rang..
He told me he woke up cos he turned to his side
And I wasn't beside him.. Nothing to hug and he jumped up..
And I know how he feel.. Cos that wAs what happened to me this morning..

I dreamt of him.. Then I jumped up trying to find him..
I realize he wasn't beside.. Zzz
For e first time I didn't like my bed..
Did not llike my bolster n pillows..
Cos they wasn't as nice as those at his place..
Slowly getting used to his bed.. His smell and him..
Sigh.. I wan a huggg from him nao..! =(

Alright.. Left w coins inside my wallet..
Die also dun wanna draw money..
Waiting for pay yet still can't get it today..
No sense of urgency.. Everybody gets paid on
The first.. We get it on the 5th.. Yet still delayed..!
Retarded..

It's the 7th day of work.. Another 5 more to go before off day..
Siannnnn max

I like this guy here.. Many many..
I'm beginning to love him a little...

Alright.! For the first time I can feel how Yvonne feel..
And I admit I'm jealous.. Although I know they are only friends but still jealous...
And the Jamie Ive seen so far is a very physical kind of person..
Just dun like la.. Tsk..!

I want to go back to sembawang today.. Stupid boy keep asking whether his bolster going home w him tonight or not..
So now I became a bolster of his.. -_-" but Im planning to go tmr night instead.. Sooo be good girl.. HeAd home today.. Hehe

Lying on my bed.. Tired.. Yet still dun feel like zzz..
Although we just parted.. But I miss him.. =(( miss his hug n kisses to bed..
Gonna bring some vitAmin c tmr for him.. Having flu.. A runny nose.. Haha..

Good morning..!! Good night..

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Sometimes it's not about when I want to be..
It's more of like.. When will he be ready to take me with him into his life..
If he ain't ready.. I would rather remain like this..
At least it doesn't feel so bad if things dun turn out well..
Im always ready.. And wAiting for youu..
Are you?